I am 33 and 9 months. My life is at once the worst and the best it has ever been. I am constantly in a state of flux, on the border of laughter and tears. There are days when I feel like i am soaring and days where i contemplate death in every way imaginable. Some days I cycle through these feelings from minute to minute.

Well I see that I have done none of the things that I planned to do this past year or two.

Hadley, Health, and Happiness. What started as a journey for physical and emotion health has morphed into something much bigger. Here you will find musings about my health journey, my teaching job, my re-entry into the world of academia, random thoughts about the world at large, books, movies, television, and ultimately my search for sustained happiness. Sunday, May 22, 2016. It did not take long for fear to over take me.

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Bi, dfab, gender indeterminate atheist living with a fundi Christian family. ex-fundie, and homeschool alumni. Processing What Was Done To Me. What follows is an explicit description of my memories of being spanked by my parents. Why was it okay when it was my dad? August 16, 2016.