Ups and downs in a long and winding road to parenthood. I even had the privilege to meet some of these wonderful bloggers in real life. But before I go, I want to thank those who followed me and supported me throughout the journey.

Zero That is the number of the sperm count. The cause of zero is yet unknown. Is there a blockage or does my husband simply not produce any sperm at all? The blood test that was done this Morning will hopefully tell us. My husband is trying to be positive. I can think nothing but the worst.

My miscarriage and finding hope in the darkness. I called to schedule an appointment with my doctor.

This is another guest post by my husband, M. Of course it is important to realize that we are still a long way from adopting. We first have to finish the home study which will take months, and we need to write our profile or dear birthmother letter. After that the long wait begins. But we are now officially started! October 13, 2014. This is a guest post by my husband.

Eatavocado How I live and try to cope with infertility. How I live and try to cope with infertility. Milestones! November 21, 2013. For the first time in my life I am Pregnant. Eggs So with a total of 43 eggs removed across all 3 rounds of IVF and only 4 c grade fertilisations occurring, nothing to ever freezenot falling pregnant was where my head was at.

8230;trying to survive infertility, IVF and egg donation. 8230;but lots of tears. I have no idea who to credit this to as it came from the vast internet unknown. There are women that become mothers without effort, without thought, without patience or loss and though they are good mothers and love their children, I know that I will be better.

So here is the time line for my upcoming cycle.

Words that were music to my ears. I have had really no pregna.