Still tired but not a zombie anymore. I am so tired of thinking about drinking and not drinking. So I try not to think about it. Happy to be back to blogging. Missed it so much! September 5, 2016.

Happy New Year, darlings. Now that is worth a toast! 4 December, 2016. I guess I should feel proud, I mostly feel surprised.

What my lapses and relapses have tought me. This is a post for myself to refer back to if I EVER feel like drinking again. If this helps anyone else that is awesome too. A lapse is one night of drinking followed by getting back on the horse the next day.

Learning how to be okayish again, one booze-free day at a time. Enter your email address to get notified of new posts and other fun stuff.

Every time I log in to write something I get sidetracked haha. Why do I have to force.

I really had the sweetest week. I realized after my cravings post that I indeed was craving something no alcohol or drug has ever been able to touch and that is God. This is what is helping me stay this path right now. The boredom, the cravings, the having to fill the time with som.

One mom on a search without wine. No problem whatsoever! 8221; but upon reflexion I realize my emotions were way more complicated then that. All told, it was fine.