This is my story of my voyage with my Co-Writer, My Higher Power to sobriety via the internet. It was here that I reclaimed my life. You have your own voyage to plot, your own stars to follow whether you choose my path or choose another with AA, or with one of the many fine addiction treatment centers. The important thing is that you do what you can. Wednesday, March 21, 2018. 1 As always, my sobriety. 2 A faith in something bigger than me.

That comment made me smile. As I wrote a reply, I thought of how thankful I was to have known this girl all those years ago. She was the real deal. You know what I mean? No pretense, no lofty attitude, just plain honesty all the way around. Well, I am thankful for this intervention into my life at this stage. I am no longer 19, but I feel like I am, so that is what matters.

Writing my way out of drinking. Lessons in clarity and grace. During our first two days in Stockholm, I met a lot of new people. I have not had to do this for a long time. I showed my husband this today. He said that my trip .

Dare I say it, I feel like a better me sober. Maybe a less dramatic exciting me, but a better one.

These are the words I used to justify drinking. In the sober light of day, and with a clear mind, I can see how twisted and deluded and tragic these words are. They are the words of a sick mind, overtaken by alcohol. It will train the mind to attack itself, like a cancer of the soul.

Still tired but not a zombie anymore. I am so tired of thinking about drinking and not drinking. So I try not to think about it. Happy to be back to blogging. Missed it so much! September 5, 2016.

According to statistics provided by WordPress, over 409 million people view more than 21. 2 billion pages of blogs each month. In 2013 there were over 150 million blogs. So these statistics beg the question; with an astronomically low possibility of someone reaching your blog, someone somehow does so. Tagged 6 degrees of separation.

The Journey of a Wife of a Recovering Alcoholic. I did not cause it, I cannot control it, and I cannot cure it. The true alcoholic must actively combat the disease to stop progression. Watching this progression scares me. Please keep him in your prayers, if you pray, or send good energy.

Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him. I struggle with Step 3. I did a good job of trying to wreck it, but this is. There will be times when what I.

Apologies for not posting for a while! I have been very busy working and enjoying my sober life. I still attend AA meetings, and I have 3 sponsees. I have never felt or looked so healthy.