Let me start with some facts and history about this blog. My last real post was on October 13. 2012 so for those bad with calendars or math that was almost four years ago. All in all I was out of work and laid up for six months. I finally made it back to work and was happy to have that behind me when five days into work I went home healthy and woke up that night with a massive heart attack! Yet here is what really happened. I instead caved in to excuses and fear.

On the overnight into the morning of day 1 post op I woke up quite a bit- either on my own or by the constant nurse checks. Anytime I woke up I would rely upon my friend the morphine pump and give myself a dose every six minutes as directed. As with any hospital stay there is the inevitable hospital food. I have heard that a lot of hospital f.