Infidelity, betrayal, affair, emotional pain, reconciliation. Originally posted on try not to cry on my rainbow. I would say I am a spiritual person, but not a religious one. Today, however, I saw this prayer and it spoke to me. I believe in me, and I know being a happy, healthy functioning member of a much bigger world than the one that revolves inside me alone is a gift I can give. I want there to be light in me. I want to be whole.

Am I the only loser out there? Musings from a disturbed therapist. I see him now, sitting across the booth from me. I see him smiling and I smile back, because I love his smile. His long fingers intertwined firmly in mine. I imagine coming home from work, greeting him with hugs and kisses. I am an avid f.

I had a scheduled night with my girls and initially was a sleep over. He knew about it and insisted I see him. I feel horrible and snappy.

Reconciliation is a verb that should be used in the present progressive, not the past perfect. I am conflicted about this data hack and dump. On the one hand, it finally may be the door opening that has been shut in the face of a betrayed spouse for years. A door to honesty and knowledge of their own life, their own marriage. I do think that is so important and they deserve to have it.