The decision to do IVF. Well I am officially a mini van mama! I tried so hard to avoid the day I drove a mini van but honestly I am now kicking myself in the ass for not doing it sooner! Thankfully the hubby agreed! So here is a pic of my new swagger wagon! I highly recommend it to all moms! It drives so smooth! My favorite thing though is the automatic sliding doors! Makes life sooooo much easier! I am IN-LOVE with it! May 29, 2015.

Solving the four years of infertility mystery. Published May 11, 2015. I miscarried at 13 weeks. I have never felt pain like this. Published May 4, 2015. We decided to just enjoy ourselves and not talk about baby stuff. It was really nice to see them and to have a distraction while waiting for our results. Today our MFM called us with our preliminary FISH.

And now we are at 4. So little time all of the time! April 12, 2015. And now we are at 4. All of our most perfect parts. Create a free website or blog at WordPress. The Empress and the Fool.

And so my pregnancy journey begins. What on earth is a chorionic bump? January 17, 2015. They say knowledge is power, but I learned over the last few days that knowledge is also fear when you realize you do not have any power to change your situation. Doctor Google is not my friend. Sometimes I wonder what women did before the internet.

My daycare provider decided to go back to work full time. I was definitely caught off guard by this decision. We have one more interview tomorrow night. Hopefully I can make up my mind tomorrow and let everyone know Wednesday.

Why start this blog? DH has been wonderful as always about the whole event and took BabyB away from me for that evening and the next morning. Being away from home actually helped and BabyB took my mind of as always.

Our intake appointment at the Second New Clinic is September 2nd, so just over two weeks away. I might actually start my period that day, but probably not since my periods have been getting shorter, which is apparently a sign of impending menopause.

Praying for a tiny person in my belly. My heart just overflows with love and gratitude. At long last, my God has delivered my answered prayers into my arms.