It Is What It Is. And herewith is a breakdown of my 2014. A monumental change in my life occurred in early 2014. I was diagnosed with a depressive disorder along with other minor issues. I was given validation that I wasnt just crazy and that thoughts and feelings and eventual body stress related illness was not just in my head.

My adventures as a mom. There is a lot for me to write about, but I just cant seem to put the words down. but really! I set myself some pretty awesome goals this year and I am nowhere near to achieving them. BUT I will press on! I seem to ha.

Last year was a good year. I went on a trip to China without my DH and my little girl. I did me the world of good. I had loads of energy and upon return from China I realised I had another IVF in me. At 4dp3dt I started getting positive lines. We did a early beta and it was positive. We were pregnant whoop whoop! But then things went wrong and we had a loss at 5 weeks. Medical issues of a different type.

They say that in the newborn phase, the first six weeks or so fly past while you merrily wallow in the punch-drunk baby love haze.

My journey with a baby. It has been a loooong time! I have totally forgotten about this blog! But we are doing great! Fernando is almost 4years old and his brother Petr almost 2years old! September 4, 2014. Two and a half months. So breast feeding exclusively has went out the window. This boy eats too much! In the morning he is pooping machine. At least he kinda stopped pooping at night.

My journey as a mother and all that my life entails. 8220;You call me out upon the waters.