I have been pretty silent for the last couple of months. I am working on figuring out this whole baby, work, life balance. It will get easier once 7-year-old Eva is in school again in a couple of weeks. I leave you with a photo of absolute adorable-ness; my son on his 4 month birthversary.

Do I Still Get to be the Barren Librarian? And then motherhood got hard. CD 21, 8 DPO and Bleeding. My breasts are now my mortal enemies. CD 22, 9 DPO. I am pretty sure I am better today.

Do I need to feel like crap in my countdown week? On A Corner Turned. Appendicitis in or after pregnancy. Misadventures in recurrent pregnany loss and reproductive immunology.

Little Fish is now 3 months old and is getting better at lots of things. A doctor came in and checked m.

Feels Like I Am Spinning Plates. Walking the tightrope of life parenting a strong-willed childand other musings. Every conversation is always so centered around Peanut and making sure she is getting help and support. Well, what about me? Need support in this. All I ever get is suggestions for all the work. And on the husband? I just learned that my dad called my mom to ask all these questions about Peanut, and also to complain that I ha.

This was not a post I expected to write right now.

My second journey of unexplained infertility. 8221; I now see that infertility was just overshadowing other things going on so this blog has taken a turn, at least for tonight. Tonight I am awake after waking from a terrible nightmare about my dad.

I got so desperately upset two d.