Sunday, May 29, 2011. Through another avenue completely I stumbled across my old blog. reread some posts and felt utter compassion for me then, the pain I felt, the trauma I carried. Wow - it was another time, another place and I can thankfully report that our prayers were answered. I thank God we are parents and we have a family.

Monday, September 07, 2009. Its time for a new blog. Sunday, September 06, 2009. It has been such a long time since I have blogged. I have wanted to blog but my world is. The babies are totally the easy part. They stick to their little schedules. Just sleeping, pooping, feeding. The rest of my life has been messed up. Monday, July 06, 2009. Family of 4 a dog.

March 1, 2010 in Daily Hunter. Today marks 100 days in the NICU. We got a call while on our way to the hospital. And now my issues with nursing staff inconsistency no longer matter, no matter how invalid they may have been. Create a free website or blog at WordPress.

Thursday, July 19, 2007. I have some trouble believing it although I am still happy.

Friday, April 03, 2009. Saturday, February 07, 2009.

One of our Own? Our Struggles with infertility. Monday, October 16, 2006. I am too tired and frustrated with blogger at this point, I have lost too many posts and sat for hours while the site was down. Sunday, October 15, 2006. October 15th, Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness. Candles lit for our losses, 2 in the back burn in hope for our 2 blasts that are awaiting our FET.

Normally AF is here in full force by day 27, usually sooner. I am glad she arrived though so we can get moving with the FET.

I was watching your brothers play wrestling with your Daddy on the trampoline today, all smiling and laughing, full of love and joy. Then suddenly it hit me how grateful to the two of you I am that I can cherish these moments and recognise how precious and fleeting these insignificant but special times are. My gorgeous angels I have you both to thank for the gift of enjoying even the smallest, tiniest of moments with your brothers.

After 7yrs of TTCing, 11 IVF transfers, the loss of a baby at 16w we finally get a BFP only to have an Incompetent Cervix, an emergency stitch and have him at 25w. I have been locked out for so long with no help on how to get in. How so much has changed! May 25, 2010.

Monday, May 24, 2010. I called, and lets say, the news wasnt good. But, the news given made me and J discuss infertility again. It really had been a while that we discussed that topic. Cant say I missed opening Pandoras box, but whats done is done. Good bye and Thank you so much. You all have saved my life more than one time. Many of you I have grown very attached to and I keep in my thoughts and my heart. Thank you! Thursday, May 06, 2010.