All the loss leading up to the birth of my daughter will never be forgotten, but the grief is so much different now. I am not consumed by sadness and longing. Along the road to become parents, I often said that if God would just reveal His plan to me, I would be ok with it. I just needed to know how long I would be waiting for a baby and how that baby would come.

And bc then there 5. Yes you are seeing this correctly. Yes there are 2 in there. Twin A is at 156 beats per minute and Twin B is at 159 beats per minute. Stay Tuned for updates! 7 weeks 1 day.

Is honesty the best policy? August 10, 2015. My last post was different. I read it, and re-read it, and then saved it, and then came back to it, and then thought. And released it to the blogosphere. But, a comment from a fellow blogger made me think,.

A Two-Woman Journey Through Infertility To Motherhood. I went into labor last night. We are having babies today! August 14, 2015. My get the fuck out pose! How I really feel.

And that brought on a huge huge huge ball of tears. , I still havent wrapped my head around this, i sometimes get up in panic thinking this is all a dream. Did any one of you ever feel scared out of your wits? Ever read something and get convinced that its going to happen to you. Make up ur mind that things will go wrong because u simply did not deserve to get ur dream? Just about there . Thankfully after a sweet drink and .

The Secret Life of Emily Maine. A place to shout my secrets. What do you suggest? Too bad. Today I was so brave! Before the .

Sorry for the delay in updating this thing. S weating like an Eskimo in the Sahara. Naturally, I overanalyzed this movie in true Erin fashion and con.

Ugh, anyone feel me on this? Every time another round of IVF comes up I cringe. Another 5 pounds to add to my already growing overweight frame. So, I want to do as much hiking, biking and running as our we.

Basically, the diet is no caffeine, no sugar, no gluten, no dairy, no alcohol. Estrogen Priming? I asked if the sm.

I hesitated whether or not to do these bump updates but ultimately decided to because I want to document as much as possible with this pregnancy.