Mind On A Very Long Leash. Over the past 3 years, I have been on a journey to get the ideal body. I lost 25kg dropping to 62kg but I felt I was too skinny. I started putting on weight again and got introduced to weights. I decided to do only weights without cardio and that again was not satisfactory. I built muscle but I was still largely bigger than I wanted to be.

She replies demurely when I ask who she is as she fumbles in front of the door. My neighbour who was once my lover, and whose heart I shattered in the moans of another. What happened to your sister? I ask, dread creeping upon me. Why have I only now asked the question? The sibling replies, staring at me with eyes with wise eyes.

Musings Of A Bipolar Lover. Originally posted on For A Sphinx. Like a sickness somewhere within. Let me drag you in. I let you know everything. Whatever it is you need to hear. I need to make you feel special. So you never stay away. I put a smile on your face.