It was a sort of epiphany, but unlike real epiphanies, she felt betrayed. To be more specific, on the realization of the truth, she felt a sharp stab in her chest. It made her stop for just one second. It made her ponder her entire existence and the existence of the people around her, walking idly in the street. Dont you think its a bit cruel? Just because you dont do anything with yours. Ner interrupted, I let them live, the way they want.

Life has 2 types of people, those who follow the signs and those who get so many signs and fail to comprehend, that their sole purpose in life, their whole existence, is for the first type to learn. Monday, October 25, 2010. Again, I do admire their courage in speaking their .

Friday, September 11, 2009. I wonder if it is worth it? I do not know but the problem is that these thoughts have become normal in my head, disturbingly normal. I am dealing with them like anyone would deal with the need to go to the loo or have a smoke. Am I slipping? May be but again even if I am, Who the fuck Cares? Tuesday, August 18, 2009. I can be my old rough disgusting self. This is what I missed about it, is that what home should be like? Wednesday, July 8, 2009. I know I am guilty of not bloggi.

Start my own business . 2- Survivng a long week of hosting an out of towner relative .