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BPD, Cyclothymia and Agoraphobia Fact Sheet. 8216;No, nothing was wrong with my food. Something was wrong with me. The things that at the time felt impossible. The things that I was sure would kill me, but that I eventually wiped out myself before they had the chance.
A Calling of Light- Fiction. A Calling of Light Part 2. The quilting is on hiatus. I had three seams to go on my weekly homework when my sewing machine froze up. Ack! So the machine is in the shop. The guy is supposed to look at it tomorrow. Hopefully he can fix it for a reasonable amount. Hopefully he can fix it fast. Then I can get my three seams done and be ready for my Tuesday night quilting lesson. We are going on a trip to Lake Tahoe with these peop.
Living with Borderline Personality Disorder. August 8, 2015 by Bombshell. When i wake up everything comes crumbling down and reality is a fucking knife in my back. The softness of your lips and your hair tangled around my fingertips. How am I supposed to move on? We destroy everything and then wonder why everything is destroyed. I started a new me.
Who are you calling sensitive? I just feel and see more. It takes two to therapy. And yet the pain is so fresh. For all I know, it could have been.
Because We all need to find a way to live with ourselves. I actually cared to put make up on today. I think it turned out nice. I could be partial lol. This entry was posted in Uncategorized.
I write only because there is a voice within me that will not be still. For as long as I can remember, I have kept a journal as a way to kind of walk through any struggles or decisions. Something about seeing the words out in front of you in black and white makes them seem much more simple. My emotions are constantly changing .
The Wacky World of River Hayden. Yes, I am weird. Yes, I am proud of that. I love how this relationship is developing! August 17, 2015. I hope everyone had a great weekend! More from my book! August 15, 2015.
Sometimes I think God tries to help me wake up with text messages. And by having to pee every hour after 6 am. Even though I keep my phone on vibrate at night, I still wake up when I get a text. Am I that light of a sleeper that I can hear the buzz? Am I so happy to get a message that I can sense it in my sleep? No one gives a crap about you.
So the last time I posted I was half drunk, sitting on the side of the road, and slashing up my leg. I was sitting in the ER parking lot in case I cut too deep and started bleeding out. I was a bit scared.
One Door Closes, Another One Opens. Transitioning to a new career in programming. A Break for Processing Life. It has been few weeks lapse since I last posted and I just had a lot to process. A dear friend of mine passed on after struggling with a brain cancer for going on 10 years, which in itself is impressive as usually the lifespan of those with brain cancer is significantly shorter. In After Learning to Program. Few months in the .
Forgot Password or Username? I caught a Peridot! Deviant for 1 Year. I caught a Peridot! This is the place where you can personalize your profile! By moving, adding and personalizing widgets.
مقدس ترین جآی دنیآست اتاق تنهایی هآیم وقتی بآ نیت تو خلوت میکنم. تو یه لحظه آدم دنیاشو می بازه. آخه غیر از خدا کی می دونه. با تو بهتر میشه حال این دیوونه . این روزا سختن از اونی که باور کنی. مگه میشه با یه خاطره سر کنی. تو میدونی من چیزی نگم بهتره. تو دنیا کی از ما عاشق تره. این اون دردی که نمیفهمیه. یه دفعه پرپر شد پر پروازمون.
فروشگاه کیف پول آلوما والت. ام پی تری پلیر بی سیم. استاد های دانشگاه رو بردن تو هواپیما. این هواپیما ساخت دانشجوهای شماست. تازه اگه روشن شه! سفت ببندی.
چه سخته همه فکر کنند سرت شلوغه و فقط خودت بدونی چقدر تنهایی. کاش همون طور که از شکستن تکه ای شیشه برمیگردی ونگاهش میکنی. وقتی دل مرا شکستی یک بار بر میگشتی و فقط نیم نگاهی میکردی! در امتداد کوچه مهتاب. دل نوشته ای از جنس بلور. مژگانی که به رویا تبدیل شد. قالب وبلاگ گرافیکی جنگل سیاه. پنل رایگان اس ام اس. یه حرفی که ته دلم مونده بود تا به یک سری ادمایی که نیش به قلبم زدن بگم. منظورم دقیقا به خود شمایی هستش که همین چند روز پیش نظر گذاشتی! و ت و آنهآ.