I am a Child of God, a Woman, Mother, Daughter, Sister, and a Wife of an addict. Tuesday, June 21, 2011. Are they thinking of me, of our children, of our life together? When we make love, is he a full participant, or is his mind plagued by visions and thoughts of the imaginary? Could it be a verb? Sunday, January 16, 2011. How do I open my heart to trust anyone? I have many thing.

To all those who has a spouse recovering from a sexual addiction. Monday, May 3, 2010. Public and Three months clean! Then it hit, all the feelings of inadequacy and doubt started to creep in. I wanted to get far from this place far from everyone. When we came home I realized that I cannot hide my husband in a box nor can I. There will always be prettier,skinnier,funnier women then me and I cannot compare. For if I do, I think I may go insane.

Married to a Man With Sexual Addiction. Saturday, February 8, 2014. We desperately need both hands if we are going to be hanging from a cliff. A cliff at which, if we fall, we will land in a place where we will find ourselves new meat for the creatures who crave to torcher souls such as ours. That would be too easy. I am not strong enough. Not even the lunch menu.