I have been pretty silent for the last couple of months. I am working on figuring out this whole baby, work, life balance. It will get easier once 7-year-old Eva is in school again in a couple of weeks. I leave you with a photo of absolute adorable-ness; my son on his 4 month birthversary.

Navigating pregnancy loss, infertility, and everything that comes with them. Kitchen sink, minus the sink. I just had my wtf phone consult with the big guy at my clinic. I feel good about a complete chan.

The decision to do IVF. Well I am officially a mini van mama! I tried so hard to avoid the day I drove a mini van but honestly I am now kicking myself in the ass for not doing it sooner! Thankfully the hubby agreed! So here is a pic of my new swagger wagon! I highly recommend it to all moms! It drives so smooth! My favorite thing though is the automatic sliding doors! Makes life sooooo much easier! I am IN-LOVE with it! May 29, 2015.

Jill on Got the call! Jill on For fun! On A little break from the world. On A little break from the world. On A little break from the world. So next week is a BIG week! Next week I will be PUPO.

Solving the four years of infertility mystery. Published May 11, 2015. I miscarried at 13 weeks. I have never felt pain like this. Published May 4, 2015. We decided to just enjoy ourselves and not talk about baby stuff. It was really nice to see them and to have a distraction while waiting for our results. Today our MFM called us with our preliminary FISH.

Both beans were alive and well at my ultrasound yesterday. It was very sweet of her to return a sense of agency to me in this whole process, and again reinforced why I love that clinic so much. The other piece of not so good news is that there .

A blog that started as a way to stay sane during my IVF experience and document the journey. Four months in and I still am trying to figure out balancing self, home, work and baby. There are a lot of highs where my heart feels too big for my chest and then there are moments I want to tear my hair out.

Too Much Info About a Depressing Topic. Our Journey In a Nutshell. The End of the Road. Round 2 in a Nutshell.

Wanting to be a parent is different than being a parent. And I hate it! Well the first few days are treacherous because the pills are giving me a migraine like no other. Just dropping in to give everyone some updates.

Why I Am Writing This Blog. Changes in some of the basic parts of my life. But the feeling, as though you have just downed a larg.