This man, Alcée, and I have been spending more time together. He has been there for me through my decision to move to my separate hose. It is nice living on my own. I refuse to be the property of my husband any longer. I would like to thank you for allowing me to come and visit you a while ago. Although you would not let me read the letter from Robert, I enjoyed your song and hearing some of what he wrote.

Is it wrong that I miss him to? A trapped wife and mother. Or does it mean that I took advantage of his trust? November 6, 2013. Get every new post delivered to your Inbox. Build a website with WordPress.

com site in all the land! November 13, 2013. What Shall I Do Now? November 13, 2013. I do not wish to go that much but while I go my children will be with their grandparents. I have become use to not missing my children much when they are gone. This is not how a normal mother would feel about her children so does that make me a bad mother and unfit to be one? Was My Marriage Meant to be? My dear husband,.

I am lost now more than ever! Also neither of them knows of the affair I had while they were away. Should I tell them? Will my husband leave me? I could not handle him leaving me again. If he leaves again, I shall go too. If he will not be with me I have no choice but to be completely free alone at sea for the rest of my life.