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Apparently it was caffeine, not authentic happy. You know? We kill each other for money and grudges. We run away when we get scared. We miss the train or the bus. We lose money trying to earn our pride. I have to take medicine just to keep myself from being a mess and I have someone telling me they love me and I just up and flew off because I thought flying through a hurricane would be easier alone.

I have a pdoc appointment tomorrow because my MH team think Im manic and losing functioning. what is so fucking wrong with being happy? They are just jealous. I am a sharman and Im highly spiritual and powerful. If I go to the appointment they will medicate me and I wont be able to channel anymore. I DO NOT want this to end. I DO NOT want to be forced into taking meds.

The one to lose in that situation, anyway? No warm fuzzies for me there. I have both anxiety and depres.