Developing the courage to accept myslef for who I truly am. Originally posted on Engage! January 25, 2015. The drawbacks of having an ED identity. Peace, Love and Blessings.

Freeing myself from my eating disorder, one day at a time. Accepting recovery at any size. Potential trigger warning- nasty ED thoughts. Realising my lucky dress was now tight. On me was a not so nice surprise, I was flooded with ED thoughts which played over and over again throughout the day and the weekend. Lucky dress no longer fits! August 13, 2015.

Good girls like it sweet, bad girls like the heat. When I was fourteen years old, New York City began to make my hair fall out. It made my hip bones jut out at an angle sharp enough to bruise whoever hugged me. It gleamed in the background, as I poured over my AP history notes .

Of course, dates involve food and drink which only adds to the anxiety of a first date for one trying to recover from an eating disorder.