Flicker of life, in bits and pieces. Fake reality, face reality. But I have to admit, the pain just hits her solar plexus once in a while, unannounced and her heart sinks for a second or two as she writes her journal about some medical facts that she needs to learn. One more year gone by, in the blink of an eye! What if I have lived my entire life all wrong? This was a year I learned there will be people .

Just random stuff that I think off - could be work , hobby , state of mind , etc , etc , etc. Tuesday, August 06, 2013. Have been committed to spark master and will be in 0.

Trembling waves in the turbulent sea. Already awaits to be shipwrecked. By duty and by love. This heart is assailed;. It cannot resist and seems to give up. I am a scorned wife,. Heavens, what did I do? And yet he is my heart,. My husband, my love,. I love him, but he is unfaithful,. I hope, but he is cruel,. Will he let me die? O God, valor is missing -.

Eh, whats up doc? Ideas, opinions, incidents, everything and nothing. His worldview from the constantly moving bars. Has become predictable, boring and cannot hold. The black cat sees a. Thousand bars, and beyond the bars, nothingness. As he paces again and again in cramped circles,. The movement of his powerful, athletic strides. Is like a ritual dance circling a core. In which a mighty will is engulfed in stone.

Friday, June 12, 2009. I have moved to www. Wednesday, June 10, 2009. Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters To A Young Poet,. Saturday, May 30, 2009. Wednesday, May 06, 2009. Infernal world, and thou profoundest Hell.

As a manager, he trusted me and gave me freedom to manage myself but when I needed him to back me up, he was right there with unequivocal support. I was welcomed as a friend by him and his wonderful family. What more can I say about him? Yes, he had his negative points which were that he smoked and drank too much and thought that nothing could affect him. What am I thinking? Well, th.