I also made cashew milk for the first time, and have been loving it in coffee as well. I can see now why people get so evangelical about diets.

And then my best friend asked me to marry him. My dearest blogger friends, again it has been the longest time since I updated you on the surprising tale of the Pizza of Doom. And, of course, being a nostalgic and self-reflective cat, I started to read the story of April four years ago. You know, back in that.

Telling Someone About Your Eating Disorder. Talking to Someone with an Eating Disorder. Support for Family and Friends. You were never something holy. This morning, I felt crucified.

Therapy was awful this week. I could whittle that down to two, if I want a session the day before I start a new contract. I hate this feeling of being disembodied. I really want to quit therapy. But, whether I do or not, I still somehow have to get myself bac.

The storyteller was sitting at the end of my childhood bed, his large hands waved wildly about as he planted the tiny seed of a story in my mind. He looked like a Disney grandfather with his light hair, papery skin and peep-over glasses.

Journey to healing after sexual abuse. I have been blogging considerably less lately. There are a number reasons for this. Partly, it is simply that I longer need to share in the way I have done previously and more importantly because I am finding that I do not need validation from the world any more. If I cannot find it in myself, I look to my T, my minister or my husband instead. I had decided to move my blog, p.

My journey of fumbling through therapy. It would seem that the therapist and I arrive at a similar therapeutic impasse.

In the forests of the night. I am sorry I disappeared. I got hospitalized for a bit.

Modern Wellbeing for a Modern World. That ego is always getting in the way! October 22, 2014. Yes it happens to us all! Can I do this job? Am I a good mother? Have I been the best friend I can possibly be? Nobody loves me, everyone hates me, may as well as eat worms! Where you are and how.