The good, the bad, and the ugly of our infertility journey. So I dropped off the face of the earth. At 22 weeks we found out it was a BOY. I was shocked, everyone was shocked, there was shock. And then there was shopping.

Solving the four years of infertility mystery. Published May 11, 2015. I miscarried at 13 weeks. I have never felt pain like this. Published May 4, 2015. We decided to just enjoy ourselves and not talk about baby stuff. It was really nice to see them and to have a distraction while waiting for our results. Today our MFM called us with our preliminary FISH.

My heart felt broken and all I could do was try to focus on something or anything else. As the day went on there were like two more pregnancy announcements on Facebook. I started stalking the Facebook pages of some other friends to see if there might .

Navigating infertility with humor and hope. 2 baby blankets knit by my Mom before she passed away. 2 crystal statues from my Mom before she passed away.

Giving a voice to an invisible struggle. I have a Board meeting coming up tonight. The Board consists entirely of women. Most of whom have children. Two of which have been pregnant with TWINS. So, 3 kids in 2 years without any intervention post-40. How am I going to keep it together? Return from radio silence with a schizoprenic post. So, now I am doing the countd.

I know I have mentioned a money back guarantee after 3 rounds of IVF and no baby- not what we thought at all. It is nice to just relax and not think about a whole lot.

A blog about infertility and neonatal loss. Monday, August 17, 2015. I remember looking at 9 month clothes and thinking they were surely for toddlers, no? Looking more brown everyday, although people still comment on hazel and gray. You take the spoon from my hand and try to feed yourself. I had a banana and peanut .

Too Much Info About a Depressing Topic. Our Journey In a Nutshell. The End of the Road. Round 2 in a Nutshell.