Are you fucking kidding me? This content is password protected. This is something I have to do for my own protection. I will be privatising this blog in 24 hours. I hope that one day I will return here. I had to run away, I had to escape. I was running on em.

Also, my husband and I make way too many stupid jokes, but luckily the doctor is fine with it it seems, often adding a funny comment herself.

I thought this cycle may cancel in the early days. I thought my poor response would make my results wobbly.

The blog of a young woman in her late 20s dealing with life.

But first, I hope all of you are great. You, my faceless, nameless, blog writing and following brethren out there in the big world.

The good, the bad, and the ugly in our infertility journey. After I got home from my beta yesterday I put 3 bottles of wine in the fridge just in case. At 330 I got a phone call from the clinic and instantly felt sick. I sent the call to voicemail and then listened to it after.

My journey from pregnancy, through missed miscarriage and beyond.

What an incredibly fast 5 months. This little girl has just bloomed. She is simply amazing and I am so very lucky.

Our infertility, miscarriage, IVF, and pregnancy journey. Everyone around me is pregnant. And I know you ladies can help.