A day in the life with twins. Bring him into bed with me.

A journey through infertility and into motherhood. Our final name choice actually gives him zero inherited karma meaning he comes into this life with a clean slate.

Hope in the adventures of infertility. Looking back, throwing away the birth control pills was my broadcast to the world of my new profession. I had zero experience and no training, but there I was at the beginning of the journey and I was convinced I was going to hop on that line and breeze across the rope on my first or second attempt. But, low and behold, no such luck. Body What? August 6, 2015.

Solving the four years of infertility mystery. Published May 11, 2015. I miscarried at 13 weeks. I have never felt pain like this. Published May 4, 2015. We decided to just enjoy ourselves and not talk about baby stuff. It was really nice to see them and to have a distraction while waiting for our results. Today our MFM called us with our preliminary FISH.

Diams; August 17, 2015.

Day 5- Bloods and 1st scan! So today was exciting and nerve-racking! My favourite hot drink is a yummy vanilla chai. With the largest one being on the right and measuring 10mm.

Entries from a child of God struggling to have a child of her own. I have delayed writing this entry. Every time I sit down to add another word, something comes up. Particularly, a knot in stomach and a lump in my throat. For everything there is a season,. A time for every activity under heaven. A time to be born and a time to die.

I know I have mentioned a money back guarantee after 3 rounds of IVF and no baby- not what we thought at all. It is nice to just relax and not think about a whole lot.

A process of faith, paitence, and love. Do we keep trying under the impression it may still take another year and a half or do we stop? More and More Distrusting of My Doctor. This time for my results Cory calls me and says everything looks good.