Seeing the world through sober eyes. From The Sober Garden xx. Signing off, with gratitude,. 8221; I love her. I think my stoop and.

These are the words I used to justify drinking. In the sober light of day, and with a clear mind, I can see how twisted and deluded and tragic these words are. They are the words of a sick mind, overtaken by alcohol. It will train the mind to attack itself, like a cancer of the soul.

I am so sad and tired. I just want to hide all day and sleep. I turned on the fan and left to go bring my son to the store to buy some chips for his choir party. When I came home an hour later it still smelled like smoke and the mess was still there. There is no parenting going on. There is no instruction for these kids and there is no responsibility placed on them to take any action for their messes.

For just over 11 months. That was quite a while back. I was also a bit upset when .

The only way out is through. 8230;excited to start listening to these! .

Not long ago, I was sitting in church and the hymn was Amazing Grace. And I had a problem with it. I had to find Him. I was lost in sadness and despair. Life had begun to seem hopeless and pointless. That time, waking up.