All the loss leading up to the birth of my daughter will never be forgotten, but the grief is so much different now. I am not consumed by sadness and longing. Along the road to become parents, I often said that if God would just reveal His plan to me, I would be ok with it. I just needed to know how long I would be waiting for a baby and how that baby would come.

Finding a healthy balance on the road to baby. She loves smiling, sucking on her hands and having us make funny noises. She is up anywhere from 1-3 times a night! She is in 3-6 month clothes and .

My cycle was cancelled this morning. So my progress was too slow. And they said it would be best to start over with a higher dosage. Rather than try to salvage this cycle.

A family in the making. Immune Testing Results and Consult With Dr. You guys, have I told you lately that I love you? For real. Your comments on my last post. Not to mention my friends in real life that reached out to me as well. Last Tuesday I had my Skype consult with Dr.

8221; The Two Week Wait is the worst! I have found acupuncture.

Have been crying on and off, holding on to Bunny and drinking tea. The world as I know it has changed forever. Today will be etched in my memory forever. Just the punitive parent i.

And bc then there 5. Yes you are seeing this correctly. Yes there are 2 in there. Twin A is at 156 beats per minute and Twin B is at 159 beats per minute. Stay Tuned for updates! 7 weeks 1 day.

Is honesty the best policy? August 10, 2015. My last post was different. I read it, and re-read it, and then saved it, and then came back to it, and then thought. And released it to the blogosphere. But, a comment from a fellow blogger made me think,.