Ein Wochenende in London ohne Kind und Hund. Ich weiß nicht, woran es liegt. Denn in den den letzten Jahren als Londoner war ich arg dem Alltagstrott verfallen. Mein Aktionsradius war Bett - Arbeit - Supermarkt - Glotze. Doch jetzt, wo ich draußen lebe und nicht mehr so viel arbeite, entdecke ich immer wieder Neues und Faszinierendes und freue mich an Lieblingsplätzen. Was haben wir die Tage gemacht? Posted by schweigen. Diesen Post per E-Mail versenden.

A Two-Woman Journey Through Infertility To Motherhood. I went into labor last night. We are having babies today! August 14, 2015. My get the fuck out pose! How I really feel.

Infertility, why me? My journey of TTC, infertility, miscarriage, and eventually pregnancy after infertility. I wish you all the best and hope and pray that each and everyone of you gets your happy ending.

It feels like a long time ago.

But first, I hope all of you are great. You, my faceless, nameless, blog writing and following brethren out there in the big world.

Solving the four years of infertility mystery. Published May 11, 2015. I miscarried at 13 weeks. I have never felt pain like this. Published May 4, 2015. We decided to just enjoy ourselves and not talk about baby stuff. It was really nice to see them and to have a distraction while waiting for our results. Today our MFM called us with our preliminary FISH.

Discovering life between positive pregnancy tests. Koen is a dutch name that means brave. For me it was a mindset I embraced the past three years while I waited for this little miracle to happen. There is the parental pathway of having sex and getting spontaneously pregnant.

How many times have you sat down to a Christmas Dinner, or Thanksgiving meal, or some special occasion and over eaten. Been left straining inside your suddenly too-tight pants? Well fear this no more because help is at hand! And then I put them on.

Wednesday, August 12, 2015. I popped on over to healthcare. gov, and they CHANGED THE WORDING ON THE PLAN! They changed to wording to say exactly what infertility is covered! And, just like I thought, what I want is covered. That is a big old clue, I think. I think it means maybe I won? G is more cautiously optimistic. She said maybe I just scared someone. Tuesday, August 11, 2015. And she has my due date for the first grandbaby.

Giving a voice to an invisible struggle. I have a Board meeting coming up tonight. The Board consists entirely of women. Most of whom have children. Two of which have been pregnant with TWINS. So, 3 kids in 2 years without any intervention post-40. How am I going to keep it together? Return from radio silence with a schizoprenic post. So, now I am doing the countd.