Help me, Amanda Palmer, You are my Only Hope. Another book that will surely fix it. I am paralyzed with fear. At the thought of asking for. That i am a forgotten child? Ignored by my own parents. That asking for help was futile. Only served as a reminder. Of how little i meant. But i try to keep reading.

He Never Said He Loved Her. My husband has been working away from home for the last two weeks. Just like he was when he was having an affair. Pre D Day? I was fine with it. It was the nature of his business and I was used to having my own space.

On long solo road trips, I enjoy turning the radio up and singing along. Today I plugged in my phone and chose Abba, thinking I needed something bright and fun for this drive.

I write this as much to keep a diary of my feelings as anything else. So here we are, nearly two years after my affair ended. This entry was posted in Uncategorized.

I recently read a posting by another blogger I follow, another member of this awful club, which got me thinking a lot about. When we want or need them to. They have crippled me like nothing ever has. These words that were spoken with the intention to cause pain and harm, did just that.

Infidelity, betrayal, affair, emotional pain, reconciliation. Originally posted on try not to cry on my rainbow. I would say I am a spiritual person, but not a religious one. Today, however, I saw this prayer and it spoke to me. I believe in me, and I know being a happy, healthy functioning member of a much bigger world than the one that revolves inside me alone is a gift I can give. I want there to be light in me. I want to be whole.

Insist on Honesty Sorting through US after chronic, emotional infidelity finally went too far. Sorting through US after chronic, emotional infidelity finally went too far. If Not Just Friends Than What. It is always high tide for me. My Shattered Life As A Jewish Housewife.

Finding the strength to survive through the mess. I thought I would take a break from sharing my emotions and talk about some things that have been helping me cope during this stressful time. I think the hardest part in the be.

But it does explain them.