Our journey down the rabbit hole of infertility. I wrote this post yesterday. I figured it was another negative to toss in the trash.

Praying for a party of 3. After the failed provera I really contemplated with the idea of saving our clearblue ovulation testers until we are under the care of the fertility clinic.

I got to be the first to look after my 3 month old baby niece Madalina today with the help of her big brother Massimo. We had a play date with my sister in law and her little girl Harper, my niece. Harper is such a sweet little girl. She is going to be the best big sister when the time comes. Harper giving Madalina a hug. Miss Harper giving Madalina some more hugs.

No good very bad day. I expected her to tell me that my liver numbers were coming back down to a more normal range.

The highs and lows of a child psychologist dealing with infertility. I feel paranoid, verging on the brink of sanity. I realise how dramatic this sounds. I am extremely in touch with reality and therefore unlikely to actually lose the plot, but I am definitively losing perspective. 1 I always thought my purpose here on earth was to be a mom. 3 I miscarried even with donor eggs. When will this end? July 21, 2015.

26 weeks 3 days,. Finding out that my best friend is pregnant and is due next month! You are probably wondering why I am only just finding out, if she is my best friend I should have known from the beginning right? Well, let me explain why I only just found out. So she is a busy lady.

Still waiting for that stork! February 15, 2016. Moving overseas with four pets is. Yes, I have been in the middle of an overseas move to Germany. I have had virtually no time to write which has taken a real toll on my anxiety. We are here now though! We move into our new house next week, and our things should start arriving shortly after that. I thought I had gotten lucky thi.