Did you ever hate someone. So much it hurt? Wanted them gone from your life so badly,. That they filled your every waking thought? Told yourself they were worthless,. Their point of view irrelevant. Yet hung on their every word? Found yourself seeking their approval. Though you know it cannot be won? Waited for a sign they care,. That they cannot, will not give? All this time, knowing their thoughts rarely turn to you. That they can destroy your life.

The Girl In a Cocktail Dress. If you feel a bit lost follow me. Find out what I have to say about the latest fashion and beauty trends. 8 Hair Trends for Summer 2015.

Learn Maltese with Kristina! A writer and Maltese teacher on youtube. I killed my own baby. All characters in this story are fictitious and any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. A woman would be proud to have a child, Having someone to call mine .

20 things that make me happy. Good news about Cracker Jack and a trip to Scotland. Checking in with my feelings.

Freeing myself from my eating disorder, one day at a time. Accepting recovery at any size. Potential trigger warning- nasty ED thoughts. Realising my lucky dress was now tight. On me was a not so nice surprise, I was flooded with ED thoughts which played over and over again throughout the day and the weekend. Lucky dress no longer fits! August 13, 2015.

My journey to health and happiness. This will be a very short post as I am completely exhausted both mentally and physically and am already in bed. , who from today is not just a psychologist at the Specialist Eating Disorder Unit but also my treatment coordinator and therapist.

Live Healthy Laugh Dance Dream and Smile. Every girl can dream of being a princess. In this post I want to say thank you. This blog is slowly but steadily getting running and I have recieved so much, so precious support from you guys.

Hello beautiful people 3 I hope you are all doing well! I am doing this blog post in advance because while you are reading this, I will be camping with my school for the week. If you follow me on Instagram, you might know that I have been struggling with my eating recently. I have been loving making savory breakfasts. That take a bit more work! My mom makes this delicious pasta salad.

The Fear of Losing Ed. Often, I get really scared of losing my eating disorder.

Sorry for the rant, but right now I have noone to talk to. So had to put this somewhere. I will encourage myself as I do others. I will smile the sort of smile that make.