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I Was a Teenage Nihilist and achieved absolutely something. On May 14, 2013 by anacarlo. Reflecting on my personal success at achieving zero, I realise it has been a long hard struggle. Sacrifices were made on the journey to complete dissolution. Some of whom i have loved very dearly, my presence altering their lives in positive ways. I have fucking failed as a Nihilist. I am no feeble Christ, .

I Will Not Eat The Darkness. On Wednesday, my boss told me that she no longer needed me to do the Runner job at the car dealership where I work. You know how sometimes when someone lies to you, you have that experience where you know immediately that you are being lied to? My newest fractal.

Au Revoir but not Goodbye. Writing is incredibly cathartic and the best way to get my mind and thoughts in order. I am drawing a line in the sand though and opening a new chapter full of hope and and second chances. I now tweet publicly here.

Posted on April 19, 2008. For the next several days, I spent in paranoia.

Fearsome and Funny Times Living With OCD, Complex PTSD, Depression, Panic Disorder, GAD, Phobias, Social Anxiety and SAD. Posts may be a few times a day or a few times a year, disorders permitting. Enjoy! Your Adventure Hostess in Anxiety Land.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008. I have just arrived at ward XXX. It is an adult acute assessment and treatment. Unit I cannot believe I am here. They have made a massive mistake, but they believe I am psychotic, and floridly so. A couple of weeks ago I was the nurse in charge - how can things have turned so quickly that they believe. That it was their perception, but obviously. A label of being aggressive, .

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