Eating is disgusting in my eyes. Fucking caloried as fuck food at that. I keep tryign to purge it but the fucking stuff has gone through the band. So Obviously having an ED.

Au Revoir but not Goodbye. Writing is incredibly cathartic and the best way to get my mind and thoughts in order. I am drawing a line in the sand though and opening a new chapter full of hope and and second chances. I now tweet publicly here.

Back From The Dark Side. I apologize for my extended absence. My life has been a bit of a roller coaster as of late and I have not had the fortitude to blog about it here, unfortunately. Blogging should have been my release but I was too caught up in my emotions to put anything meaningful in print. I have not made any solid decisions yet, but am feeling the pressure to decide.

Site for my current posts has been up for a while. A third site, my poetry blog, also up.

The reality of self harm. With tags a new one just begun. I burnt the suicide notes I had prepared. Paranoia is at an all time high. I am going to do 2016. I saw one of those annoying self care lists earlier. I was in fact, in the midst of a session. Self harm is my self care.

Yes, I did end up in hospital after that particular incident! This is so HUGE for me! 8230;But no more! Somewhat unfortunately, they.