Exactly the 5th time so far that my OB has referred to this pregnancy as normal. 6 week ultrasound of FiscaBaby8. Then all of these happened.

A journey of Life, Loss, Hope and Strength. I know its been a while since my last post, and I promise I did not just vanish! I just needed some time to myself and to continue in my healing process. I have since removed some negative people from my life and have continued to move forward step by step, even if that meant baby steps.

Sometimes I think that we have this glowing black shadow that follows us. They know it is there. It seems that no matter where my husband and I go, someone sees it.

The Fault in Our Stars. Since the loss of Knox, I truly believed grief changed people. And the longer I grieved, the more certain I was the old me was long gone, never to return. First, my husband and I sold our house, the one that.

Thursday, March 26, 2015. birth story, home with a newborn, and a husband with heart failure - Part One. If I start at the beginning, this will be a long freaking post. Maybe I should suggest that you read a few paragraphs and come back a few days later to read the next few? DECEMBER 2014 and JANUARY 2015. What did you just say? .

A mother and child live the first great love story. Me, In a Nutshell. We would be less careless with our words and ideologies and blanket statements and casual judgments, because we would understand that the wounded are constantl.

Talking honestly about life after my baby, Rosie, was born dead. The Importance of a Dead Pigeon. It makes me angry that they have their baby when mine is dead. It Still Hurts, Like the Day You Died.