All the loss leading up to the birth of my daughter will never be forgotten, but the grief is so much different now. I am not consumed by sadness and longing. Along the road to become parents, I often said that if God would just reveal His plan to me, I would be ok with it. I just needed to know how long I would be waiting for a baby and how that baby would come.

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This is How I Handle Grief. On April 10, 2013. I know what your thinking. What kind of title is that? Because the truth of the matter is can anyone really handle grief? Like we could actually ever get a handle on something so tragic, disruptive and completely unexpected right? Well maybe a better phrase would be this is how I tolerate grief.

Sometimes I think that we have this glowing black shadow that follows us. They know it is there. It seems that no matter where my husband and I go, someone sees it.

Well, what a surprise it was-and I feel proud to share it. Zahra sent me a message via my Facebook page, and I am thrilled and humbled that my story is being used this way. Zahra- Future midwife and mother of three. I wonder how Kate is feeling. 8217; That of course was pre NHS.

Remembering our infant angel and celebrating the rainbow that followed. Yard sign from 2014 Walk to Remember. A candle for our baby. Thank you for that! I feel you around me. I just wish I could feel you in my arms again.

This blog is dedicated to my best friend, my son. Sort of happy, anyway.

A blog about hope, fear and trying again after a miscarriage. With love, luck, and all my best wishes, Rachel x. My new house and its ghosts. Maybe everything else will too. The problem is that our new house h.

Adventures to combat the ho-hum of normal living. Sorry for the big time break between postings! Life just gets wonderfully busy sometimes. 8211; Charming just keeps getting more amazing! Is that even possible? October 5, 2014.